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THE MOST CORNIEST ENTRY EVER WRITTEN.. BUT I DONT GIVE A SHIT!!! I FEEL LIKE WRITING.
today Jake left again!!HORRIBLE... it was very sad at first... he followed me to school and we kissed and hugged for about 5 minutes in the parking lot and then the bell rang and i had to actually let go of him. i walked into school crying... i knew i would tho..Now.. for 25 weeks i cant hold him or touch him, i cant feel his hair or kiss his neck or kiss him at all for that matter! im literally going crazy!!
Good News::
he will get weekend passes off of the base or on the base to spend time with family or have free time.
and.. he might get his cell phone back..??
* im pretty sure you realized this entry is about Jake so if u dont really wanna know or dont feel like crying... Dont Read the rest!! and dont comment bad things either... i probably couldnt take it at the moment*
Anyways, so its like midnight. Some of you know that Jake lived with me and now well he pretty much sleeps in the same bed as me. i let him sleep in my bed alot while he was here for exodus because he said ARMY beds sucked! now, i can smell him on my sheets and i just feel like throwing up when i lay down. i couldnt handle that so i came in the kitchen... eyes so swollen that i ran into the table. (from cyring) i was listening to almost all the sad songs of the 688 songs i have on my IPOD. That was a mistake... i cried even more. ... well that is pretty much my night.
I LovE JaKe ... i also love how we both love graham colton!
well heres how i feel about him so that maybe u can relate or realize how much im in love with him...
1. I hate letting him spend time with his freinds because its just time away from me.
2. if i feel like crying or just bein a baby... i can, jake will make me feel better until i cheer up and hten we have a tickle fight!! hehe
3. kissing, touchin, holding hands, massages,hugging, or even LOOKING INTO HIS EYES can give me chills and goosebumps ALL OVER!!! i love that.
4. i love the way we talk about future plans...especially the money .. cuz he wants to be rich as hell and SO Do I!!
5. i have tons of Voicemails on my phone just because i think his voice is the sexiest thing to ever enter my ears.
6. Every other relationship i see is SHIT compared to mine and jakes... ofcourse its probably not to those ppl but i wouldnt wanna be in any other one.
7. NO OTHER GUY ON THIS PLANET WILL EVER LOOK,TREAT, MAKE ME LAUGH, SMILE, OR MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING ON THE PLANET B ETTER THEN jAKE WILL!!!!!!!!
8. i love him with all my heart...and i really dont care what anyone thinks. hes the most handsome thing ive ever seen and the way his eyes always catch mine will always take my breath away!! im gonna marry him. and im gonna be with him until the day i die. i cant wait!!!
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The Future...
KENDALL HAILEY MYERS |